Ancalagon's 'quitters' Diary: Day 10

[Ancalagon]

9.00AM - Well, I applied the patch like it said on the pack; not on any hairy areas of my body? Though I had some problems getting the patch to stick to my eyelid, I am now underway in my first day as an ex-smoker.

9.02AM - Sweating profusely, gasping for a cig, eyelid getting a rash from the huge patch hanging off it. Must eat a banana...or chocolate...or a sweetie cigarette!

11.56AM - Have developed a nervous twitch in my left eye.

12.36PM - Eating lunch. 4 Subway Sandwiches, a bowl of soup, 2 packets of Salt & Vinegar Crisps. I suspect I have a tapeworm, hence the reason for eating so much.

12.39PM - Denial has set in!

2.00PM - Tee-off time at my Golf Club. Playing with a non-smoker which helped. Rummaged through my Golf bag to make sure I had not inadvertantly left an old pack of cigs in it. Sadly I could not find anything even resembling a cig:(

2.01PM - Slice.

2.13PM - Slice, water and slice again!

4.38PM - Survived the course, managed to cope ok without a cigarette, though I have now moved my patch to another hairless area of my body...my inner thigh.

5.00PM - Packet of Crisps, 2 cookies and a cup of coffee. Wondering if I left any large butts in an ashtray, and whether they could be lit up without burning my lips and nose-hair.

5.01PM - Hoovering up the floor as I dropped the ashtray over the carpet and down the side of my sofa. Panicking now because my wife will kill me. 'Nervous twitch' is now set to 'rapid-fire'.

5.02PM - Collected my Son from school. He is proud of me and threatened me if I failed to quit. I backed away from him this time as he is bigger than me.

5.03PM - Asked my Son what he wanted for his 11th birthday next week.

5.55PM - Cooking Dinner. Trying to grill stuff on full heat so it will burn and I can inhale the smoke.

5.56PM - Can't knock smoke alarm off the ceiling with brush handle? Grill just caught fire...Wife walked in...can't remove brush handle from my...

To be continued....

[Parrot]

Originally posted by Ancalagon

5.55PM - Cooking Dinner. Trying to grill stuff on full heat so it will burn and I can inhale the smoke.



:) - Hilarity!

[Talierin]

Good luck Ancky! You might try getting a bunch of suckers/lollipops/candy on sticks (whatever you call them over there) and eat them when you get the urge for a cig. I've heard sometimes that helps.

[Scatha]

Strength and luck to you Anc, keep the posts coming, they are an awesome read. :)

[Celebthôl]

Originally posted by Ancalagon
5.56PM - Can't knock smoke alarm off the ceiling with brush handle? Grill just caught fire...Wife walked in...can't remove brush handle from my...

To be continued....

:D , well we're all behind you Anc, its a good thing to be doin!

[Link]

bag of CRISPS?


Someone's from England.

[Ancalagon]

Nope; Northern Ireland:)

Day 1...Continued:

9.03PM - Watching Utd. game on TV. Have finished sweeping the floor every time I try to walk...it brings tears to my eyes talking about it.

9.09PM - Fiddling too much, picking threads in the sofa and have now made a hole. Trying to cover it up with a cushion so I don't get caught. Will blame my Son for it if my Wife sees it:)

10.15PM - Had a little cup of tea and some toast. Eating disorder now becoming a problem. I have 7 square meals a day, by last count and endless snacks. Sat thinking about how I was going to spend all the money I will save from not smoking.

10.34PM - Have selected 8 Horses for Cheltenham tomorrow. Make note to get to bookies before lunchtime.

11.22PM - Sitting on the forum talking to Gothmog. He smokes. I bet he is lighting one up now. I wonder if I can smell it if I press my nose against the flatscreen?

11.45PM - Debating whether to go to bed. Feel unusually active, breathing is clear and I smell like a $100, which is $90 more than when I was a smoker.

12.00PM - Time for bed. So ends Day 1 of my Diary:)

[Aerin]

He's from Ireland, actually. ;)

Good going, Anc! Try going "cold-turkey", I know people who that's really helped.

[Kailita]

Good for you, Ancalagon! I know you probably don't know me, but that is so great that you're quitting smoking! It will really help you in the long run.

Originally posted by Aerin
He's from Ireland, actually. ;)

Good going, Anc! Try going "cold-turkey", I know people who that's really helped.

Cold turkey...doesn't that mean without medication? Isn't that what he's already doing? :confused:

Well, anyway, keep it up! :) You can do it!

[Kementari]

WAY TO GO Anc!! Almost everyone i know who smokes is trying to quit because the cost for a pack of sigarettes has been raised to close to 10 dollars here in NS :eek: Good luck! Keep up the good attidude

[Link]

Well, I don't really kow if Anc is going "cold turkey" or not, but it's been proven that it's the absolute best way to stop smoking.

[Ancalagon]

7.14AM - Woke Up feeling rather ill. I did not throw up, but I am convinced I am pregnant.

7.39AM - Had a large breakfast, shouted at the family a lot when I suddenly remembered I had to apply a new patch. Having difficulty finding a good spot to put it, the eyelid is a bad idea as the patch is bigger than a cigarette paper...mmm, cigarette paper...*drools*

Finally decided that I will shave an armpit and stick it there! 'Stupider like a Fox' I hear you say;)

8.32AM - Dropped my Son into school. He poked me again in the sie and told me he was watching, waiting for me to fail...and when I did he would open a can of whoop-ass on me.

9.02AM - Joined local Karate Club...then we will see who pushed who around:)

9.05AM - Black Eye, gone to find a large steak to put on it.

10.15AM - Went to Gym for Aqua-Massage and a run. Suddenly I find my breathing capacity has improved and I think I can last on the treadmill for at least 20 Miles.

10.18AM - Someone phoned for an ambulance, but they said I will be ok, I just need to set my goals a little lower.

11.40AM - Watched an old re-run of Knight-Rider while eating a bag of Doritos and some dip before lunch. I didnt like the episode, Kit was not his usual quircky self and seemed to have been overtaken by a virus. I have decided to write to Sky and tell them it was 'The Worst Episode Ever'.. Oh no, I am turning into Comic Book Guy!!!

12.00PM - Made a small morsel for lunch. I fried the steak I had still stuck to my swollen eye and ate a few chips with it. Gone to get changed so I can do the shopping.

12.14PM - My trousers and shirt have shrunk?

12.55PM - I don't really feel comfortable doing the shopping in my Golfing Waterproofs, but everything else has shrunk. Wait till I see my wife, she must have put all my clothes in a boil-wash!

12.56PM - Denial from yesterday seems to have gone for good, thankfully:D

to be continued....

[spirit]

dude, is this true or u makin it up? if u r gonna stop everyone is gonna help u. good luck

u r funny!!! i like it

[Arvedui]

Best wishes Anc. Hope you manage to quit. I'll be cheering you along on the way.

Don't get rid of the habit too soon. I'll miss your diary. :D

[Ancalagon]

:D Of course it is true!

Anyhoo, the Diary will last as long as I last...and the program is 3 months.

[Thorin]

:D :D

Anc, you kill me! "Pregnant.." Hyuck, hyuck!

You remind me of when Opus the Penguin was trying to help Steve quit smoking in the old "Bloom County" comic strips (the old timers here will know what I'm talking about.

Keep it up! It's enjoyable reading....Oh, yeah, good luck quitting. :)

[Ithrynluin]

Anc, you remind me of Adrian Mole's diaries.:p

It's good that you want to quit smoking, something I'll never be able to do (or maybe when I'm 32?:D )! Good luck!

[Beorn]

Originally posted by Talierin
Good luck Ancky! You might try getting a bunch of suckers/lollipops/candy on sticks (whatever you call them over there) and eat them when you get the urge for a cig. I've heard sometimes that helps.

My grandma is a dental hygenist. She says that has worked for a lot of people, but destroyed their teeth! So brush your teeth A LOT!

I'm glad you're finally doing it....


Mike

[Bethelarien]

Yay for Anc! Keep it up!

BTW-Are you sure you're Irish, and not part hobbit? :D ;)

Public Safety Announcement: The easiest way to quit smoking is to never start in the first place!

Sorry, I had to put that.;)

[Elbereth]

See how much enjoyment you are bringing to so many by deciding to quit smoking. :D

I am happy to hear you are making an effort to quit. I can imagine that it has not been easy...but a sense of humor is a great way to cope with it...and you seem to not be lacking in that department at all. I wish you the best of luck Anc!

[Lhunithiliel]

Oh, Anc, please, why don't you keep on describing even more and even better and even with more details how terrific you feel not smoking and what good it brings to you...
Thus perhaps I'll finally quit too? :D

...Or maybe I need some really terrifying facts for that - not the positive but the negative incentive!
But I've seen and read so many such things... Why can't I quit then?
Uh?

Care for a little talk, Anc?
Come, sit down. Make yourself comfortable.
Tea? Coffee? ..... A cigarette....?!!!!! :p

[spirit]

Originally posted by Lhunithiliel Care for a little talk, Anc?
Come, sit down. Make yourself comfortable.
Tea? Coffee? ..... A cigarette....?!!!!! :p

i reallt r evil lhunithiliel. he is tryin to quil and u say that! pure evil u r

[Theoden_king]

Way to go Anc, take it from someone who used to smoke but quit, for the first two weeks or so it's really hard but after that it starts to get easier

[Ancalagon]

2.45AM - Had nightmare, dream't I had been imprisoned for 3 years for non-payment of taxes? Locked up with Cigarettes as the only currency. Had no other method of paying for materials, though I did not stoop so low as to demean myself. No shower for 3 years...ewwwh!

8.33AM - Took my son to school. He drove, but not because he told me he was and I better not argue, simply because at age 10 it is high time he learn't.

9.00AM - Played 'Return To Castle Wolfestein' Multiplayer. Not much to report really, except that I was strangely taken by the hypnotic release of the smoke grenades.

11.00AM - Gone to Doctors again to discuss Hallucinations.

11.33AM - Watched The X-Files. Damn you 'Smoking Man', you are my nemesis.

[spirit]

drivin at the age of 10. ohhh that should be allowed

[Celebthôl]

cor blimy Anc its all against you ;)

[Lhunithiliel]

Originally posted by spirit
i reallt r evil lhunithiliel. he is tryin to quil and u say that! pure evil u r
What can I tell you?!
Morgoth himself is like a cute little puppy in front of my maliciousness (is there such a word?) :p :D

Anc, I've only got a few "Camel"-s.... :p

[Idril]

Good for you Ancalagon!! (I nearly had to run to the toilet cause I was laughing so much - it happens after having 2 kids:( )

I gave up 6 yrs ago (took me 2 wks with the patch) and restarted recently due to stressful events. I tried the other day to quit with the gum - but it taste really nasty, yuk lasted only a day.

It takes 48 hrs for the nicotine to leave your system and 2 weeks for the gung in your lungs to shift - but it can take a couple of months for the cravings to go. I found the habit was the hardest thing as oppose to the nicotine.

Try doing the same as you would otherwise - just without the fag.

Keep it up and maybe you'll inspire me to have a go again.:)

[Idril]

Just saw on Look East (Anglia News) sculptures made from cigarettes! and thought of you. She has a large dragon, christ on a cross and ominously a coffin. Tried to find the article on BBC new online but it doesn't seem to be there. Oh well......

[Nenya Evenstar]

Of course it is true!
:rolleyes:
Anyhoo, the Diary will last as long as I last...and the program is 3 months.
And may you last long, Anc! Your diary is hysterical... gosh! But you are beginning to sound more hopeful each day. ;) Anywho, good luck!

[Galdor]

Well, those threats from Anc's son seem to be keeping him going.....so, I propose that we here at TTF give him some threats of our own to keep him going.

I say that if he fails we should take away his Mod powers, and only give him access to one section, which will be dedicated purely to spam. We'd leave him there in all the spam for a month or two (or until he goes crazy....which I don't think would be long.....) and than we'd bring him out of the spam-confinement and give him another chance to quit. Of course with threats for an even longer time in spam-confinement if he fails again.....

lol, ok really..way to go Anc! Keep it up, we're all behind you. I (and others I'm sure) will be praying for you.

[Ancalagon]

...continued

7.39PM - Made dinner. Cooked a Pizza and enough Garlic Bread to choke a donkey.

7.40PM - Son performs Heiml...heimle....heimla...grabs me and forces the bread out that I am choking on!My word, humour is hard when you can't spell

9.14PM - Open Wine. Doom and Darkness have enveloped me. This is my first taste of alcohol since stopping smoking. I am beset by demons on all sides.....get thee behind me Nick o'Teen!

10.48PM - Watched 'Comic Relief' on TV. Not really amused, though I have decide how to spend my money saved...and so should you (for those of you who are British)

11.05PM - Really having trouble at the moment. For those of you who are tuned in to read Anc's funny diary..I am sorry, but my battle with smoking is difficult, I am finding this hard to do...but I am not giving up. I am not going to smoke a cigarette.

1.55AM - Still drinking wine, am now half-cut, but have recovered from my earlier temptations:D I am now drying out some banana skins cause apparently that works...not!

G'night all;)

[Ancalagon]

9.07AM - Woke up with a dreadful hangover. Stink of garlic bread and red wine. Am going to meet 'huey' face down in the toilet for an hour:(

10.07AM - 4 stone lighter.

10.09AM - Sudden realisation that I have managed now to my 4th day without a cigarette. Panic is setting in, what will I use as a crutch now?

10.10AM - Back to see 'huey'.

...to be continued

[Idril]

Good Morning Anc!:)

How's it going - and banana skins definitely don't work - tried it 6 yrs ago;) .

I've decided (you've inspired me), when I finish my current pack of tobacco, I'll call it quits:( . I prob have enough to last to the end of the day - granted if I make really skinny ones (I smoke roll ups) - what I have will last longer.

Well see, anyway if I'm going to suffer - you had better not give in to Nick o'Teen.

[Ancalagon]

2.00PM - My Football match kicked off. Feeling a lot better than I did this morning. Surprisingly, my lungs seem clearer and I can run faster for the ball than I ever thought possible...I think I am playing great!

2.09PM - Substituted:(

2.10PM - Asked to do ball-boy, and do magic-sponge duty. I shall do it with vigour and enthusiasm as I do in all my activities!

4.00PM - Final whistle blows, team drew 3-3. I was woken by the Manager with a deftly aimed ball in the fromunderregion:D

4.28PM - Voice returning to normal, pain subsiding, swelling gone down!

...to be continued

[Dragon]

good job anc!!!!!! keep it up!!!

yay for idril too!!!!!

good luck to both of you!!!

[Ancalagon]

8.45PM - Gone to cinema to watch '2 Weeks Notice' which is pretty good IMHO. Patch still working, though did eat large bag of Jelly Babies and Wine Gums. Feeling rather ill but the sugar rush is making me hyper. Wife kicked me for fidgeting.

10.44PM - Home. At the forum, making a few replies and still off the cigs;)

10.45PM - Wife kicked me for fidgeting again. Really hurt this time!

10.46PM - Bruised and battered and ready for bed. Going to read Myth's Transformed for fun on a Saturday Night...yawn, I am so old and sad.

See you tomorrow.

[Scatha]

Great stuff Anc, hang in there. :)

[Maedhros]

It's great that you intend to quit smoking but why did you started in the first place?
Hope you hang in there pal!:)

[Nenya Evenstar]

I know someone who chewed gum a lot to quit chewing. It helped him... don't know if it'd have the same effect with cigs. :rolleyes:

[Tuilin]

They should sell Nicotine-gum in normal stores!!!
The taste in the nicotine-gums is much better and stronger than in those normal ****-gums, and it lasts forever...
The licorice ones are delicious:D
Good luck Anc!!

[spirit]

I am beset by demons on all sides.....get thee behind me Nick o'Teen!

heeeeeeee.
y smoke in the first place?

[Idril]

I'm perishing.....(voice fading away into nothing) - It's been 22 hrs since my last cig:(

How's it going Anc?

[Elendil3119]

Hang in there Idril! We'll all be dissapointed in you if you fail...;)

[Ancalagon]

Day 5 - I am sorry to say I smoked a couple of Cigarettes today (Sunday) after Golf. We had a few beers and I was too weak to refuse. I am annoyed at myself and mostly disappointed.

I thought it best to admit this, becuase even through the jokes and laughs there is a very real fight going on whereby I still face the demons, the old habits and the temptations that comes with quitting.

Idril...stick at it, it is hell but worth every minute without one.

[Ancalagon]

8.34AM - Sat covered in ashes, wrapped in sackcloth, beating myself with a large branch I took from the back garden. Feeling sorry for myself and my lapse 24hours earlier.

9.02AM - Showered, applied my new patch for the day and put the failings of yesterday behind me. New day, new challenge. 6 days gone - 3 Cigs smoked. Usually I would have smoked about 150 in 6 days, so I can draw comfort from the mathematics.

9.30AM - Ahhhh, today is St. Patricks Day...I wonder if anyone on the forum will remember?

10.40AM - Bored. Sitting in the office, fantastic day outside and I am stuck in here. I ought to be busy but I am making little Men and Women out of Blu-Tak and making them do things they only do in movies!!! Not that I watch these type of movies... but...eeewwwhhh, that is gross, stop it. Ahhh, just remembered, little blu people are not real.

12.55PM - Lunch. Trying to cut down on my food intake at the moment. Some members have been concerned that while my lungs are clearing, my cholesterol is going through the roof. I am as concerned as you and taking steps to address it, trust me.

12.57PM - Pizza guy is here:D

3.15PM - Back in work. Bored again. Little blu people have been busy while I was away. They are all lying back smoking cigarettes and whispering to each other.

Wow..what is going on, these patches are definetly making me see things.

3.16PM - Applied 2 more patches!

5.38PM - Home sweet home.

See you tomorrow.

[Rhiannon]

Little blu...Hee! Gross too, but hee!

Don't beat yourself up too much. Only beat yourself up when it's constructive. Technically I'm dieting, which I need in a big way (no pun intended), but I had ice cream yesterday. Twice.

[spirit]

do something intrestin to put ur mind of cigs. or try to eat or chew on somethink.

[Dragon]

well, I'm sure you like your avatar, but the dragon is smoking.......you might want to change that at least until you get over smoking.........

do you ever play video games? that will get my mind off anything.......you should try it......:D

[Celebthôl]

Anc how many were you on a day?

[spirit]

goood Question. A pack? what is the average everyone has?

[Theoden_king]

I used to be on about 15 a day

[Beorn]

Well, he said it'd normally be 150 in 6 days...that's 25 a day.

Hang in there Anc!

[Celebthôl]

well you cant just go from 25ish to none, just like that so you are forgiven for the odd one as its not as easy as all that.

[spirit]

that is a little bit toooooo much

[Idril]

Shame:( ; shame:( (she says, trying to hide face in laptop lid).

I fell off the band wagon:( , I'll try again when I finish this pack of tobacco.

Wonder how Ancalagon's doing - not heard from him in days.

[Arvedui]

Don't feel too bad, Idril. You can do it.
Whenever you feel the urge for a smoke, do something else.
And one other thing, be determined. You must want to quit smoking, not try to quit, if you catch the subtle, but important difference.
It's all in the head, really. trust me, I quitted 17 months ago.

[Idril]

I gave up before 6 yrs ago, and restarted 3 months back. I guess, maybe I wasn't quite ready. Anc's diary motivated me to try and as his entries decreased, so did my motivation - I know that's not an excuse. Must try harder.

[spirit]

its funny too

[Ancalagon]

Ok, got drunk on day 6 in the evening woke up on Day 9:D There, that should account for the few days of inserts I missed!

4.09AM - Played MOH SPearhead Assault MP online for over 7 hours solid. But did not smoke, well apart from all those I was plaing against who butts I smoked in the field of battle.

Gone to bed.

10.35AM - Up and at em. I have a mouth like Ghandi's Flip-Flop this morning. My tongue feel like it has been mashed with a meat tenderiser and my eyes look like to ballbearings rolling around in a tin can. Welcome to my world people...this is me on a good day!

10.40AM - Extremely large, strong cup of Kenyan Coffee is bringing me back to reality. I like mornings like these, I feel so invigorated and ready to face the day with such enthusiasm.

10.42AM - Feel asleep on couch.

10.56AM - Guy arrives to measure up some windows. He asks me if I am alright when I answer the door! I tell him I was on night shift and not long up..he believes me..hehe sucker.

11.04AM - As he leaves, the guy hands me an AA card and tells me it is alright to face up to my problems:( I haven't had a drink in 4 days, and even then it was only half a bottle of red! Good God, I need to stop looking so grizzly in the mornings.

11.31AM - I am off to play Golf, that should wake me up a little.

[spirit]

grissly. you probably scarred the heck outta that dude.
are you good at golf?

[Ancalagon]

Originally posted by spirit

are you good at golf?

Nope! I am dreadful, though it takes my mind off being bad at football also;)

[Aulë]

Lemme guess- you're a Pom?

[Gothmog]

Originally posted by Pippin_Took
Lemme guess- you're a Pom? You sure know how to insult an Irishman. :D

[Aulë]

Hehe- Indeed :)

[Ancalagon]

Day 10 - 13

Going to Newcastle-Upon-Tyne for a weekend of Football, fun and frolics (stag weekend:) ), so I will let you know how I got on with my quitting progess upon my return.

[spirit]

guess we wont be hearing from him for a couple of days...

[Heathertoes]

Come on everyone - there's a war on. Start up again, Ancalagon, we'll all be dead soon. Just so you don't feel bad, I'll start too. Who else is in?

[spirit]

ohhhhhh nooooooooooo
we are all going to die.
i am creeping myself out here.
i am jus gonna go and build myself a bomd shelter...only is i dint have this stupid RS coursework to finish off!!!!!!!

[Theoden_king]

It was hard enough for me to quit the first time so I don't think I should start again

[spirit]

yea...sounds like a good idea!!
lol
why did you start?

[Theoden_king]

why did I start or why did Ancalagon start?

[spirit]

you. stressed? no reason? or you just wanted to?

[Theoden_king]

I honestly can't remember why I initially started, but I remember I quit once for 5 weeks then while I was taking my G.C.S.E's I was so stressed that I started again

[spirit]

ohhh.
G.C.S.Es...creepy
i am doing mine now. i am sory gettin a lil stressed... jus hope i dont start!!!

[Theoden_king]

No I started during my G.C.S.E's because I was already addicted

[spirit]

aaaa rite. well i am not addicted to nicoteen. but if i do get stressed or mad of angry...best way to release it is to play tekken tag ot tekken 4 on Playstation 2.
luv that game!!
i dont really want to smoke cause if i want to quit it is going to be really to quit.

[Elbereth]

Originally posted by Heathertoes
Come on everyone - there's a war on. Start up again, Ancalagon, we'll all be dead soon. Just so you don't feel bad, I'll start too. Who else is in?

If I had to start a bad habit before the end of the world...I would choose something alot more pleasant than smoking.

[spirit]

like what...chocolateee........droollllll

[Heathertoes]

Spirit - Where you are concerned I am formally retracting my suggestion that people start smoking. I didn't realise you were at such a tender age.
Elbereth - I think you should give smoking a proper try and not be so negative about the whole experience.

[spirit]

Originally posted by Heathertoes
Spirit - Where you are concerned I am formally retracting my suggestion that people start smoking. I didn't realise you were at such a tender age.

ohhh....geee....thankz. I AM 15 FOR F- I MEAN GOS'S SAKES!!!!! THAT IS A TEENAGER....NOT A KID

[HW_rapace]

hehe, sure, you aren't a kid ;)

nice going quitter guy! funny stuff too :D

[Heathertoes]

Of course you're a kid.
Anyway, I'm a year 11 form tutor and probably shouldn't be encouraging you to smoke. Professional responsibility etc etc.
Always do your homework, respect your parents and don't take drugs.

[spirit]

everyone is agains me.
ahh and u r a teacher??what school?
i might be in trouble...

[Heathertoes]

Your school. You are in trouble - why are you on TTF at this time of day? Get back to lessons this minute.

[spirit]

err. i am off skool...cause i am not too well...jus cause you got a lesson off. no fair. what school so u teach at? is it in the UK?

[Heathertoes]

Yes, it's in the UK. I told you, it's your school. I wondered why you weren't in my lesson this morning and now I know why. Think about it. If you're unwell I suggest you get off the internet and lie down for a bit - and definitely don't take up smoking.
Now then, I've got work to do.

[spirit]

i dont think i am in your school mate...i mean sir.
lol
where do you teach?

[Aulë]

OK you two- stop bickering
PM each other if you wish to continue. This is Ancalagon's thread.

*tries to look mean and nasty*:p

[spirit]

sorry bout that.
when is he gonna write again?

[Aulë]

If you decided to read the thread for once, you might discover that Anc said that he was going away for a few days...

[spirit]

have read it and i know he has gone away for a few days but i wanted to know when he was going to come back.

[Heathertoes]

He was going to Newcastle, so there's a fair chance he will have smoked himself to death by now.

[spirit]

oii. you are the teacher right. neways you have to give himn confidence right...and not be horrible. that is why he stated this thread!!...and yea it is probably true. smoked loads probably.